MISS U N LOVE U

MISS U N LOVE U- a phrase long forgotten at umi's age but again missing me sons n loving them. Hmmm u ladies n gentlemen are adventuring this era now n d feeling is really deep. Why simply because u're away from home n have been taking the feeling for granted. Umi really feel d feeling first minute away from me sons. When umi sent afiq 2 college d moment after d long hugging n kissing at pipi felt a big lump in umi's heart. Whenever outstation n saying bye2 to other 3 sons felt pain n guilt in umi's heart. When d stays prolong more than a week umi's mind n concentration 2wards work not 100%. Umi don't mind flying home n fly again 2 works. But what awaits home is always mess n shouts. Sitting alone in living room, umi smiles coz that shouts n mess yang umi miss ie musics of my life. Funny though during teenagers -missing n loving is touching n communicating. Why!!! simply because u me children only spend 3-4 hours 2gether unlike umi 24 hours.

Love !!wow read at mirul's blog n after adventuring this commitment entity- love is actually sacrifise n 2getherness. Sex is just a needs for a healthier body after all mana ada masa nak exsersice. We mummy most of d time tried 2 hide this feeling but again it show in our action ie subconciously talks about d person n making others boring. Umi have 2 b careful coz 2 much will cause me other 3 sons left out n umi always tries 2 share umi's love equally.

Usually umi share d missing love feeling with me 3 sons, we will talk about d trip n funny encounters n better still each others silly habits. We will all laugh n that will deepened d love feeling. Outing n travelling are d best moments n that's why umi works 26 hours to enable umi 2 have that quality time with umi 4 sons n when umi not around they have some silly character of umi 2 share n b smiles of. Umi miss u afiq n my prayers to u is next 2 myself. Love u nak.

Kid, Mirul Nadrah n laily take care n umi is always here n willing 2 share ur adventuring tour in life. B excellence n smile